Feelings From Last Week

The decision shall ultimately be my own
but banters from those who I love most
continue to put questions into my mind
and others' opinions influence my actions
and workings most
causing the mist of the unknown future
to get thicker

A love found seems to be my saving grace
but I continue to question the empathy's
which ring throughout my ears
my best friends aren't near, uprising me
with everything positive
so I'm left with my own mind

When only waiting and hope tend to be the justice
of a clearer future
observing myself throughout this time of confusion
one can assume that this is a time used
to find myself
before a life changing experience
is bound to take place.

-bw