The Tradgedy of Expecting Something From Nothing

You blame me for the expectations
my heart and mind both make
But I swear by getting close to me
you bend me till I break

You've got me twisted, turning, yearning,
burning for your touch
But somehow I'm the crazy one
who shouldn't care so much

I lost my heart to you one time,
I'm bound to fall again,
you're dragging me into a battle
that I'll never win

I think I'm in love with the thought of you
I've hit an all-time low
but you want nothing- you say
enjoy what it is or let it go

I'll tell you what this is- it's hell.
What I need most, you lack.
I do not want to love someone
who will never love me back.

-kb