Another

Another name to cross off the list.
One more number of boys I have kissed.
Another guy who has made me so cautious.
Another guy that makes my stomach feel nauteous.
Just another experience that will make me stronger.
Another realization that the wait will be longer.
Another let down that makes me lose hope.
Another guy whose answer is, “nope.”
Another reason to lack self-esteem.
Another reason to want to be mean.
You know its a test of hope you receive
To make sure that you truly believe
In faith and hope that someday you will find
A love that eternal power will bind.
Another reason to grow stronger with hope.
Another reason to believe you can cope.
Another step closer to what you deserve.
Another reason to not let yourself swerve.
Another step closer to finding someone
And being glad that this lonliness process is done.

-lc