Lonely

Not a single minute passes I’m not wishing you were mine,
I’m constantly looking all around me for ways to pass the time,
Your laugh and all your teasing left me feeling so in love,
I wish that what I gave you hadn’t been too much or not enough,
But now I’m scared to love again, with only doubt to gain,
And all my worries rise within, because all I’ve known of love is pain,
I’m surrounded by people who care and they promise they won’t leave,
But still I am so freaking lonely I can’t even breathe.

-kb